hari gatal nak naek KTM komuter.

semalam, aku gatal nak naek ktm komuter pergi seremban, jumpa buah hati pengarang jantungku.. dia kena lah amek tunangnye ni kt stesyen seremban. rasa macam dekat je seremban 2 dgn bandar seremban, rupanya tak la berapa dekat tp mmg tak jauh plus jem teruk seremban semalam, n byk trafic lite. knowing wan di kala jem, alahai kesiannya dia..tp dia melayan jugak :)

dpt la akhirnya chance naek gerabak pink ini. (sila lihat gambar di atas) perempuan yg duduk kt kanan sekali tu perempuan yg mukanya selalu masuk dlm katalog baju2..n pernah jadik perempuan dlm 1 video clip too phat, lagi dulu2. asyik usha aku (hehehe) sampailah baby yg duduk atas pangku mak dia sebelah aku tu bangun, semua org pndang baby tu senyum2.

anyway, setelah tunggu hampir stengah jam, sampailah wan dan kancilnya..tp dia tggu seberang jalan..kenalah bersusah payah cross jalan 3 lane tu utk smpai kpd wan, cis... adoii..naseb baek agak jem, makanye kereta slow je..hanya kena watch out dgn motor sahaja.

masuk je dalam kereta, senyum je pandang dia sambil berfikir, "sanggup dia keluar amek tunang dia, jem plak tu, time dia terpaksa drive kancil plak tu..da la jauh"..tiba2 dia senyum plak..eh? mcm tau je org fikir apa.

okelah, berazam utk jadi tunang yg terbaik & sentiasa behave (kecuali time pms, masa tu tak ley control!!)

p/s i know u r going to read this one too, i love u iz..! hehe

semalam 2.

lately wan terlampau bz makanya asyik stress aje. since dia agak cemerlang kerana berjaya disposed cases byk2, during meeting semalam, tiba2 dia diberi satu berita. berita tu bukan berita seperti naik pangkat atau seperti turun pangkat..setaraf je. tapi bukan berita kena transfer jugak.bukan. haha..jadi da confuse, ni berita baik ke berita buruk ni wan?

bila tanya wan dia happy ke, dia kata, "wan happy je"
(dalam nada yg sangat happy..?)

"nape win tak rasa macam nak happy pun?"
(feeling sebenar: nil, happy pun tak, tak happy pun tak)

tanya lagi sekali "wan happy ke?"
dia jawab "wan biasa je.."

alalaaaa kesiannya dia, win maen2 je la darling...if ur happy, win double triple happy..just for u. ;)
effective february katanye, tapi masih tentative, mungkin jadi, mungkin tidak..

p/s :)

semalam.

selain kesah bola malaysia yang menang dan sakit tekak sebab bersorak, terkejut bila baca msg dr seorang kawan yang menyatakan permasalahannya. drpd cerita dia, obviously, dia ter-crossed path dgn manusia yang tangki HASAD DENGKI dia teramat penuh.

dia terbuat 1 spesifik org ni terasa hati, as simple as that. terasa hati, walaupun perbuatan dia perbuatan general. dlm kata lain, org yg terasa tu perasan, lantas, perang pun tercetus.

perang ni satu hala saja sbb kwn tadi tak lwn pun. dia di attack oleh org yg terasa tersebut, bertubi2..serangan dilakukan, bukan bertujuan educational, bukan utk menyakitkan, tapi membunuh kawan ni.

naseb baik org yg spesifik tu tak ada kuasa yg control kwn ni. tp naseb tak baik, org yg spesifik tu ada PENGARUH. maka dia pegi la pengaruh org yg lebih atas (yg btol2 ada kuasa n boleh control kwn ni).

cerita ni, tak ada twist pun, direct je, maka semua org yg baca boleh tahu apa akan jadi seterusnya. bila satu org yg spesifik yg tengah bengang pergi pengaruh org lain yg kemudiannya bengang jugak, maka takotnye, akan ada tokok tambah cerita asal yg bersifat mala fide dan akan menambah minyak ke api yg dah marak.

cerita ini belum sudah. marilah kita sama2 berdoa agar kwn ni sentiasa tenang dan dpt lepaskan diri drpd dibakar oleh api tadi hidup2.

"ya Allah ya Tuhanku, kau kurniakanlah kesabaran pada mereka2 itu, kurangkanlah kemarahan mereka, supaya mereka boleh berfikir waras dan tidak bertindak melulu. ya Allah ya Tuhanku, permudahkanlah kwn ku untuk melepaskan diri atau menyelesaikan musibah yang menimpanya. AMIN.amin..amin..amin."

parking bertingkat dan pekerja binaannya

Setelah sebulan lebih suffer sebab parking bertingkat ditutup utk renovation dan parking sementara amat terhad dan kereta terpaksa berjemur dan kena jalan jauh sebab parking sgt jauh...,

akhirnya pada awl minggu lepas, parking bertingkat siap 75% dan dibuka semula..parking space yang reserve telah disetkan semula, elok2 dulu parking reserve sgt best locationnya, skrg oke la, tapi jauh sikit banding dulu..

tapi isu sebenar yang timbul adalah, sampai ke hari ni (since masih terdapat pekerja binaan yang masih merenovate lagi 25% of building parking bertingkat itu) setiap kali terpandang pekerja2 itu, satu je yang bermain di kepala "MEREKA INI LAH YANG KENCING KAT TANGGA PARKING TU SAMPAI RASA NAK PENGSAN DAN MUNTAH SETIAP KALI TERPAKSA LALU DI SITU,!!!" bodoh!

p/s sentiasa jaga diri jangan sampai termuntah di tangga tu sebab nnti org ckp aku "dia ni lah yang muntah kat tangga parking tu sampai sume org lalu pun rasa nak muntah sama2 dan ramai2"
haha..

fikir apa pagi ni?

i've been to 3 primary schools,
i've been to 2 secondary schools,
i've been to UiTM for prelaw, and 2 degrees in law..
i've attached to 1 lawfirm before
i've 1 place of work
i've families, close ones and relatives etc..
i've 2nd degree friends, i've 3rd degree friends etc..
i've so many friends, crushes, ex(s), enemies..bla..bla..bla..

point? it's not always about u.

p/s *yawn* ngantuknye hari ni.

2010: The Road towards Matrimonial Bliss

3 more days, before 2010 ends.

2010 tahun yang begitu memorable..sebab cerita2 kahwin mula tahun ni:

14 March 2010

Wan proposed!

15 March 2010

Tarikh bertunang dah ditetapkan pada 18 dis 2010,

tarikh kahwin, tentatively sept 2011

20 March 2010

The preparation for engagement has started,

started googling for wedding stuffs too

15 May 2010

Anniversary ke 2, semoga terus kekal bahagia

6 Sept 2010

Wan informed me that during hari raya, it will not be just a hari raya visit,

but a simple majlis merisik

14 Sept 2010

Keluarga wan datang merisik, cincin pertama disarung

24 Sept 2010

Tarikh wedding dah tetap, it's in March 2010 :)

25 Sept 2010

Preparation for wedding started, engagement's preparation=on going

18 Dec 2010

We got engaged!

Cincin kedua disarung. Darah dah manis

25 Dec 2010

Preparation for wedding continues, this time, rapidly, tinggal 3 bulan shj lagi

how to cook a turkey

hari ni kena research benda ni,.for some obvious reasons. :)

azam baru 2011.

azam baru saya ialah seperti berikut:

Kategori 1 - family

1. rajin membelanja keluarga saya makan
2. rajin berada di rumah sebab nanti april 2011 da nak pindah rumah :)
3. selalu include mereka dlm aktiviti saya
4. increase duit raya mereka
5. increase elaun untuk mak

Kategori 2 - wan

1. (before wedding) menjadi tunang terbaik kepadanya
2. (after wedding) menjadi isteri terbaik kepadanya sampaikan dia rasa sejuk hatinya hanya dengan memandang saya.
3. tak mahu marah, tak mahu tertinggi suara, tak mahu merajuk bodoh2 lagi, tak mahu mengungkit
4. mahu menyayangi dia sepenuh hati, dan akan memastikan sayang itu tidak kurang
5. tak akan menyebut dua nama itu lagi sampai bila2 walaupun ada gossip terkini yang nak di share
6. mahu menumpang poketnya dengan lebih lagi hehehe (oh suamiku!!) <--wan, ni main2 je tau

Kategori 3 - kerja

1. mahu ikut due date sepenuh hati
2. akan cuba untuk selitkan diri dlm kes2 yg bes
3. buat je mcm yg bos suruh atau adjust sikit apabila arahannya kedengaran aneh
4. menguruskan yang seorang lagi tu dengan lebih berhati2 kerana.. :) dan tidak akan bertindak terlalu kejam
5. memelihara hubungan baik dgn colleague2 yg cool
6. ignore mereka yang tidak berkenaan apabila mereka memang tidak berkenaan

Kategori 4 - abu

1. tak akan abaikan dia sehingga akhir hayatnya

Kategori 5 - shasha

1. gi car wash sekurang-kurangnya sebulan sekali
2. memastikan kasut yang ditinggalkan di dlmnya tersusun
3. memastikan baunya wangi sentiasa
4. memastikan tidak terlibat dgn sebarang eksiden
5. memastikan tidak tercalarkannya
6. mem-pink-an dia..dalam usaha untuk teruskan plan untuk menukar warnanya. ;P

Kategori 6 - wedding

1. memastikan barang2 hantaran dan hiasan hantaran siap by end of february
2. memastikan semua perkara di handle by end of february
3. memastikan by 1st march, hanya untuk mem-perfectkan everything dan bukannya masih tercari2
4. memastikan semuanya berjalan lancar, amin!!

Kategori 7 - general
1. memelihara hubungan baik dgn semua orang
2. memelihara solat, tak mahu tinggalkan lagi
3. ganti puasa sebelum bulan 6
4. puasa nazar tinggal 7 hari
5. ..dan lain-lain.

bola sepak malaysia lawan indonesia..

two words:

harap-harap.

p/s ini two words ka? satu je? hehe

jawapan saya.

i've read it. and if it was really me/us whom u were referring to, here are the answers:

- thanks a lot! (for congratulating us on our engagement).

- we're glad to have found each other too, and we're glad that u r happy for us.

- yes, everything has been laid out on the table and we've settled our differences, just give it some time to heal on it's own., there's nothing complicated about it, i believe that u do understand, what we need is time. :)

- if so happen that u do think about it again, there is no reason to be sad anymore.

- we're hoping for the same thing and insyaAllah this will come to an end.

- as what u hoped for, i came to your wedding, just for u, ikhlas. :), btw congratulation!

- and i too really hope that we can just put away all those unnecessary feelings and just get along normally.

p/s but the truth is i can't get near u, they still and always will hate me too much (though we are oke.) but u can come near me, i'll save u a seat.! :) (my friends are harmless, i promise)

wedding alia.

Congratulation to alia & dazrin. The wedding was beautiful and well planned.

Met my gorgeous ashikeen khamis..
As usual, memakai baju yang sentiasa menarik perhatianku!

With Hasiful & Zul, penyelamat gantian yang sentiasa menyelamatkan awin..thanks guys.appreciate what u've done for me..!
and, syahrul, tidak lagi datang tidak berteman, dia bawak diana.
last but not least, Cik Wur, yang da mencecah 600km harini..!
kasehan, kena belasah dgn kami sampai ke batu gajah..hehe

p/s the Polaroid pic was such an awesome idea.

nak tgk hantu kak limah balik rumah

haritu ada preview kt astro prima fasal citer ni..mula2 taktau pun tu adalah preview movie baru yg belum tayang lagi, ingatkan cerita bersiri aje sebab bile tgk kat info citer tu stengah jam aje.

tapi bila stengah jam dah abis, citer tu da abis,, n dia tulis, "nantikan Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah di pawagam pada 9dec ini"..cis..cara dia promo sgt menjadi..terasa tersangat2 mau pegi tgk.

kemudian, semua org pun lupa..

smpai la semalam wan ada sebut citer ni..nak pegi tgk jugak..tapi skrg da 24dec, ade lagi ke kt wayang? jgn lah dah abis, mcm cerita "buried" haritu, bila nak tgk rupanya smlm, final show.cissss

p/s sedang cuba menyokong movie melayu..yeahhh!

i think..

it's time to clear the remaining differences..:) (if u know what i mean)

"lovey dovey" entries or statuses

one close friend of mine once expressly said that she is annoyed to read any "lovey-dovey" statuses or blog entries posted by her friends.

i know what she means, but the truth is, dear, when u are in the middle of such feeling, u can't help it..not to show off to the whole world and not to irritate people around u, but just to express what u feel. dat's all

~peace~

"tak nak masuk dulu ke"

seronok nye dengan perubahan baru ni. especially bila semalam wan singgah rumah. terserempak dengan ayah,

ayah tanya dia "tak nak masuk dulu ke?" sebelum ni tak pernah dia tanya soalan tu pada wan

(sebab ayah tu seorang yang agak conventional, tertib dan beradab)

wan pun tersenyum je n jawab "takpelah, dah nak balik ni".

i LIKE!!!!

first date.

first date since our engagement day was today..(i begged him to come to KL as i needed to talk to him about something very important and very very very sad).

there he was, arriving in front of my house in a good mood. wan was soooo happy until i spoiled it by spilling a whole dam of tears on his shoulder...complaining about something.

complaining.complaining.complaining while i cried my lungs out (both of them)..then his mood changed, he wasn't happy anymore, maybe he was angry or frustrated, i don't know. but then, he quickly did something to remedy whatever it was that i was complaining about.

he went to one shop (in an effort to fix it) while i wondered around as i couldn't bear to hear whether the thing could be fixed or couldn't = permanently damaged!!

i stopped by auntie anne's and get a parmesan cheese pretzel (while waiting for him with a humongous reddish eyebag and a huge red nose, bigger than rudolph's, the reindeer)..later he came towards me with an honest smile and hand me the thing.

it's fixed.! not as good as new but it's perfect..!!it's perfect.!!!!! he remedied the thing., for me.alhamdulillah. i smiled. both of us were truly happy and relieved.

went for dinner @ Kenny Rogers and then went home.

a few drops of tears fell again on his shoulder on our way home, this time it felt great. i'm thankful that i have him by my side all the time. especially when i need him the most, he's already there.

introducing,..

my fiance.

p/s now my name has two meanings..
"awin" "has" "him"
(s0ri ayah, i separated ur name..hihihi)

i'm not single *wink*

talked to wan las nite..i said, darling, lagi 4 hari je..n he said, enjoy la las few days being single..

well, the question is, am i still considered "single" after i am engaged?..where we fill in any forms, if we are asked about our status, the column will provide "single" or "married"..never once i've seen "engaged"..hehe..that means, yes, i am still single although i am (will be) engaged..!

the truth is, that never bothers me for the last 2 years 7 months because i do not consider myself as a "single" anymore.. (except in filled forms of course :-))

p/s happy monthsary yang ke 31 wahai mohamad izwan.

hanya sebab penat.

mlm semalam seperti biasa dalam kol 9 mlm, bagi la si abu makan. then dari sangkar abu nak ke pintu masuk rumah,.terjeling la kereta sendiri. berderau darah bila nampak ada orang duduk kat seat belakang. cepat2 pandang depan, trus jalan je nak masuk rumah (da la gelap ni!!). tapi sebelum masuk rumah, tak tahu kenapa berani sgt, pandang la lagi sekali..eh takde pun. tipu je kot.

pagi tadi, gate da terbukak sebab lin dah keluarkan kereta, pegi kerja. so, lepas keluarkan kereta sendiri, kena la tutup gate.tarik gate sebelah kiri, oke je. tarik gate sebelah kanan, oke, mula2, then tiba2 mcm terlanggar sesuatu, bergegar gate tu, berderau darah lagi sekali. gate kat rumah tu tak penah stuck pun. hisshh..! oke, whatever,.tarik balik gate tu, nak kena tutup cepat ni, da lambat nak pegi kerja. hmm, as expected, takde pun terlanggar apa2?

apa la tu? perasaan, perhaps? diri sendiri penat lately. kononnya ter-experience something paranormal..tapi sebenarnya, hanya sebab penat, itu je.

oh sh*t..aku lupa!!!

adalah satu wedding invitation, wedding nya dibuat pada jumaat malam sabtu (malam semalam). kad dihantar sampai rumah. invitation kat facebook pun dpt n da rsvp sebagai "Attending"..

tapi aku lupa wedding tu semalam. gila kan? padahal tak ada hal-hal yg menghalang kedatangan pun.oh tuhan, mcm mana boleh lupa. terasa sgt menyesal n sgt jht. tak patut betul..

bila tiba majlis sendiri nanti, kalau jemput pengantin mlm td, harap2 dia masih sudi nak dtg.sedihnya.!

i was too mean.

due to the preparation of my big events, i am experiencing shortage of time, finance, attention to both Abus.

there are a few times that i expressly said mean and stupid things like these:

"i think i'm giving them away la..i can't take care of them, penat! mahal!"
"with all the wedding preparation, i think i can't manage to take care of abus la.."
"i'm thinking of sending them to SPCA, do u think i need to pay for that?"
"maybe i should start asking around to find people whose interested in taking care the kucings"

and few more EVIL and MALA FIDE sentences.

i think it finally became doa and termakbul pulak when Allah tarik Abu away from me.
i regret all those words that i've said especially when i meant what i said.
i guess it's too late.

Abu.

This is Abu.

He was 4 years and a few months old when he was given to me by his owner.

His real name was Boboy (given name by the previous owner) but when we arrived home that day, i don't think he responded to that name, so we changed it few days later.

I received him together with Bobby (also a name given by the previous owner). They were of same age, brothers, so i was told. They looked alike. But one of Bobby's ear was stiched closed due to infection, some time ago. That was the only difference that i saw at first. But after a few weeks i can see other differences as well, even when i can't see the ear, i can tell which one is which.

My sister said that the proper names for them should be "Abu" and "Ramli".. "Ramli the cat"?? sounds too weird.kan?

But one fine day, i called Abu out loud to them while they were at the back of my house, Bobby looked at me, responding to the name while Boboy quickly ran towards me, also responding to that name.

And so, i called both of them "ABU"

It's kinda hard, to have two cats with the same name, but it went well anyway.

The first week, Abu (bad ear) was so wild and angry, maybe he didn't recognise my smell just yet. He scratched me until i bleed. He didn't want Abu to get near him, he bit him and scratched him so bad until Abu had to stay far away from him. He hated Abu because Abu had already accepted me that i think Abu has my scent all over him that irritated Abu (bad ear). The previous owner gave us one cage, since both of them cannot stay near each other, Abu had to stay outside the cage. I felt sorry for him so i sneaked Abu into the house and Abu had to sleep in my bathroom for one night (the reason being my father clearly warned me not to let them inside the house). After a week, Abu (bad ear) let Abu came near him and i caged them together.

i bought two more cages and i installed all together so it became mansion for both Abus.

i had to caged them because they were so pretty that i'm scared people will steal them from me. Besides that my house is too near to a main road, i'm scared that they'll wonder around and get hit by a car or something.

My nephew knows both of them well, his first spoken word was "Abu"..he says it in a cute way that one can't never forget.

Both Abus were so clingy to me and my sister cah. They were originally scared of my nephew for some reasons that only they know.

I took care of them..until..

Bye Abu.

Abu passed away today. I'm
















devastated.

(please dear Allah, let me keep the other Abu for as long as you can let me. Please ya Allah. i'm begging u.amin.)

isu yang tak akan selesai

AKU BENCI BETUL ORANG YANG MEMBEZA-BEZAKAN ANTARA PEREMPUAN DENGAN LELAKI DALAM SOAL MUTU KERJA NI LAHH!! AKU PON ADA DEGREE JUGAK MACAM KAU! SILAP-SILAP AKU LAGI BAGUS DARIPADA KAU PON..!!!!

kesimpulannya, dah penat rasanya mencuba untuk stand out. walaupun da berjaya menonjolkan diri, masih tetap diketepikan. maka dengan ini, aku akan berhenti daripada terus mencuba. bagus jugak, kurang beban kerja. balik 4.30, kau fikir la masalah berat2 tu sendiri, kau kan hebat sebab kau lelaki..see if i care.aku nak balik.terima kasih la ye!

lalang

tengah cari peribahasa fasal lalang, kadang-kadangkan kita dengar orang ckp "biasalah mcm lalang, org ke kiri, dia ke kiri, org ke kanan dia ke kanan..tak boleh decide punye org..asik terikut perangai org lain walaupun dia sendiri kutuk perangai orang yang diikut tu"

tapi tak jumpa..yang dijumpa, boleh la jugak nak guna dlm situasi ni:

Seperti buah padi, makin berisi makin rendah; jangan seperti lalang, makin lama makin tinggi.

Takrif:
Orang yang berilmu selalu merendahkan diri, sedangkan orang yang bodoh apabila beroleh sedikit kelebihan bertambah sombonglah ia (dan suka ambil kesempatan?).
(Bandingkan dengan: Bawa resmi padi, makin berisi makin tunduk).

SumberKamus Istimewa Peribahasa Melayu
(http://prpm.dbp.gov.my/Search.aspx?k=lalang&d=11)

p/s tulisan yang hitam, dtg dari saya, tulisan yang purple adalah rujukan dr url di atas.

Narnia: the voyage of the dawn trader~

Wan and i watched narnia yesterday, in 3D.. it's 3D is superb at first, especially when the title is showing at the beginning of the movie..but later on, i sort of forgot that the movie was in fact in 3D, i'm not sure why.

The plot is mainly on the ocean so there's not much scenery to expect seeing. Not so many mythical creatures as well, just the minotaur, faun, mouse, dragon, sea people and the sea serpent (or was it kraken?) and yes yes..the one-legged dwarf dufflepud..poor centaur was not even mention..

to some people, narnia is a bit childish that one could think "why the h*** am i watching this kind of fantasy movie" i couldn't agree more..but the catch is this, narnia:prince caspian (2008) was the movie that wan and i watched during our first date (ever!), 15th May 2008, the day we became what we are today, so now and in the future, we can't possibly miss any narnia (if there's going to be anymore in the future, i think there will be as there are 7 novels to chronicles of narnia..).

it's an 'ok' movie, i give it 2 and a half star.,that's it.

p/s prince caspian was sooooo handsome and charming in this narnia.miow! hehe

my best friend's wedding.

selamat pengantin baru athirah and azad..!

seribu

cool kan? :-)

1st December means..

- sale di mana2
- kontrak byk nak semak hujung thn sbb dorg nak tutup akaun
- SKT kena hantar untuk penilaian
- monthly report nak kena buat
- asb akan tutup nak kira dividen
- birthday wan exactly 1 month away, kena fikir nak bli hadiah apa

dan?

- 18 days left for our special day and there are so many things that need to b done..!