kucing dan bayi.

mak ckp "nnti kau da kawen kau takpayah la bela abu (kucing) tu lagi, org2 tua ckp nnti susa dpt anak"

dpd statement di atas, maksud mak mungkin:

1. kalau bela kucing, susah dpt anak (ikut mitos org2 tua)

atau

2. mak expect kami beranak cepat2 lepas kawen nnti??

hehehe..yg mana satu la ni?
p/s tapi wan ckp mak dia bela kucing relax je ada 6 org anak? heehehehe

25!!

i always know that 25 is a significant number to me..

here is the good part: i am getting married during my 25 years of age!

the better part is: since wan and i are of the same age, wan's marrying age is also 25!!

and the best part is: my wedding day is going to be on one of the "25th" in 2011!!!

tinggal lagi..

4 bulan 4 minggu..
cptla selesai perkara2 besar ni..
*panicking*

bothered.

lesson learned. but, why do i still need to care? susah jadi org baek ni ;-P

today's mode: ignorant.

a hurtful fact.

why is it that the one person i intend to treat as the least important person in my life suddenly becomes the highlight of the day?
then indirectly because of such highlight, i came to speak about the don'ts to my darling that caused him to lose his cool.
i regret that this has to happen. i wish that i will never ever has to cross paths with that one person and all of his/her friends that annoy me, because i can't deny that one person has the ability to hurt me, my darling and our relationship.

today isn't a good day, wishfully tomorrow will be.

bengang lagi ni

apsal la lately senang sgt ticked off?????
adalah hantu ni..cara dia ckp macam la dia tu berpengalaman sangat..
kau fikir kau sapa?
jgn la buat statement seolah2 kau tu tak pnah buat salah..
kau buat aku panass!

tick..tick..tick..

kurang dr 2 bulan

tak sempat..tak sempat..byk nye lg benda kena buat..!!

post pangkor.

- terdapat satu dot di muka yg mencacatkan akibat terkena kelongsong peluru yg panas tu. da la tak menang apape2 parut dapat.

- tidak mengalami sunburn yg obvious wlaupun berjemur kt laut spanjang dua hari yg panas.

- tangan sengal tak ley angkat..padan muka sapa suruh berkayak sungguh2! haha

- ulser yg saket dlm mulut sebab tak cukup air/dehydrate sbb berendam air masin lama na.

- seronok!!!! puas bergambar..whohooo! (hilang stress akibat minggu lepas tu.)

- rindu wan. wan jom jumpa hari ni!

tak marah lagi dah,

bila marah, cari wan. cerita kat wan, dr mula smpai abes. tak tinggal sikit pon detail, semua disclosed. semua cerita kat wan termasuklah cerita2 yg tak sepatutnya wan dgr, dia ttp menadah telinga dengar jugak luahan hati ni, tak penah jemu n fed up. after abes diluahkan, cerita dan air mata, tenang terus hati ni. tak tinggal sikitpun rasa marah td.

bila marahkan org laen, tp tak ada cara utk marah balik org tu, wan dgn ikhlas offer diri, marah la wan, kata dia. sebagai ganti org tu, supaya nnti hati ni tak marah lg n boleh terus tenang. mcm mana tak sayu bila dgr offer si ikhlas ni,?? mana nk jumpa org yg offer diri utk kene marah atas kesalahan org laen semata-mata utk kurangkan kemarahan hati org kesayangan dia?

pangkor!

esok, nk gi pangkor.
1 bulan 4 minggu dr skrg, nk bertunang.

pegi pangkor = sunburn = hitam = perlu 2 bulan utk recover ke asal

dah la memang kulit tak brapa nk puteh..alahai..cmne ni??

kisah lelaki yg tak tahu diuntung!

there was this guy i met 9 years ago. i was so into him back then but he left without a trace. i tried searching for him but to no avail so i decided to just wait n let him find me. life goes on.
later in 2010, (a few months back), he found me! via facebook. there was a weird feeling that i felt when i was about to approve him as a friend on facebook. and that feeling wasn't a good one.
i can see that he has a wife and two kids now. from his facebook profile i can tell that he is happy with his life. i'm happy for him. truly.

today, he mentioned about the past..for some reason, he ticked me off. oh yess, the reason being "i was 'technically' dumped!!!" damn. n he claimed that he didn't even have the intention to do that. ohh..yeah right!

i asked wan a question today "will u ever going to leave me?"
his answer was "no, i promise" that's all i needed to hear.
i believe him. this is the kind of guy i want to end up with. not like the former one.:-)

2nd visit.

i was on emergency leave today for some reason. later in the evening, i was free and i drove all the way to seremban court to visit u know who!

he was pleased to know that i am coming over, bringing food along for lunch. i brought enough home cooked food (of course cooked by me) for both of us in one tupperware. i was thinking that i would at least eat 1/3 of the food while he'll finish of the rest.

but, he ended up eating everything and not a single rice was left for me.! lapo bona ye wan? hehhe..

i wish his office is near mine. i can't keep going to seremban all the time..jauh!! (though it was worth it.. since i can't get enough of him.)

"tudung" issues

i am in the midst of surveying "w" package all over lembah klang over the past two months now. most boutiques offer "w" dresses complete with "tudung" (and of course accessories). but my eyes told me that most "w" dresses are better wore without "tudung". i also think that most brides look better when "tudung"-less!! this makes me very sad as i have (recently) made a pledge to Allah s.w.t. to always wear tudung.

setan ni kacauuuu laa..! ya Allah ya tuhanku, kukuhkanlah imanku..amin!!

i don't know what to name this entry.

it is so hard to handle so many things at once during the "preparation" time. when i think that i've found the best deal, when i was about to make the decision..pufff!!! there is another better option coming my way..this is good..but i'm all stressed out..i just want to choose and decide and move on to another thing..bear in mind i still have zillion other things to think about and decide!!!!!!! arrgghhhh..i need help, my beloved "husband-to-be-plus-shrink-cos-he's-the-only-one-i-can-pour-my-tears-and-sadness-to" is in seremban that when i need him, he can't be available all the time.
i need to toughen myself up.

boleh! alhamdulillah..

terbaca satu entri di facebook seseorang (kawan kepada kawan), tajuknya:

"sibuk tanya kita (perempuan) handal memasak ke tidak, mereka (lelaki) boleh jadi IMAM tak?"

tersenyum apabila mengaplikasikan isu tersebut ke diri sendiri. bakal suami saya, boleh jadi imam..yesssss!!! (alhamdulillah, syukur..syukur)

misi terbang2!

pegi surprise visit ke court seremban. nak tgk buah hati. mcm excited pulak, so pegi pilih tempat kt belakang sekali. apsal kepala lutut ketaq ni.rasa mcm tertuduh lak..takot!!! (excited lebih2 smpai lutut menggeletar! a good sign rite?)

nampak dia naek bench.handsomenyaaaaa!! rasa nk terkam je.hehe. dia pndg..tp takde expression pun? sedih da..

fikir positif: dia atas bench, kite audience, there's a possibility yg dia tak prasan. audience ramai plak tu. gatal dok blkg skali sapa suro?

dia stand down. tp tak kol/msg pun. sah la ni dia tak nmpak kite. hmm..balik la cmni.

fikir positif: tggu la! td dia tak nmpak. mungkin kejap lagi dia nmpak?

tunggu. second time dia naik bench. brapa kali dia pandg arah sini. tp takde expression pun?? haihh bengangnye!..eh..tiba2 dia senyum2 pulak. takde benda yg kelakar pon? mungkin dia da nmpk kite kot? suke.! suke.! suke.!..(behave..behave)

dia turun bench. hmm.. mungkin dia tak nmpak kite pon. takpela. nak kol la, n sebut apa saja yg terjadi dlm court td kat dia, so dia akan tau, gf dia ada spnjg masa dia atas bench today. mybe he'd like that.

*calling*..
win: "hello, wan..!!?!!"
wan: "hello...ni kenapa dtg seremban ni..??"

dia nampak..yey!!! suke nya!!!! mission accomplished!

gambar dulu2

tgh kemas2 hard disk yang da semak, tiba2 ternampak gambar ni. konvokesyen LLB Hons..dlm masa kurang setengah jam selepas gambar ni di snap, seorang bakal menantu telah berjumpa dengan bakal ibu mertuanya buat pertama kali!..:-)

bos saya kawen!

semalam wedding pn. julia, cik puan bos pertama saya semenjak join agc. happy sangat tgk dia, sbb ketara pada wajah dia yang dia happy sangat2. alhamdulillah, da selamat!

saya sayang abu-abu saya.

waaa..tingginya hantaran! orang kaya ni!

tajuk di atas terpakai kepada tiga situasi:

1. mmg sesuai nilai hantaran tersebut dgn dirinya dan persekitarannya.
2. mmg sesuai nilai hantaran tersebut dgn dirinya tapi tidak untuk persekitarannya.
2. mmg tak sesuai nilai hantaran tersebut dgn dirinya dan persekitarannya.

haha..anda yang mana ;-P??

konsep asal duit hantaran tu adalah, pihak lelaki bg pihak perempuan duit yang secukupnya untuk buat majlis kenduri kahwin di rumah/side perempuan.

tp zaman skrg, kalau hantaran rm10,000 pun tak cukup, sbb rata-rata orang skrg guna catering untuk kenduri, especially org bandar sbb kat bandar, takde org nk tolong gotong royong masak2 ni. so, at least rm7,000 da kena baya catering. rm3,000 pelamin dan lain2.

tp pada yang bernasib baik, duduk kampung, (sepatutnya) bley save duit sikit, sbb orang2 kampung, ada yang masih nak bergotong-royong masak ramai2 utk kenduri kawen. kos takkan setinggi kos kat bandar. atau catering luar bandar pon tak semahal catering kat bandar. (tu baru catering la..)..

maka, dats why orang kat bandar mintak at least rm10,000 dan ke atas.. sbb mmg kos nya begitu!! bukan nak menunjuk-nunjuk. bukan sebab ada ijazah, harganya rm10,000 ke atas.BUKAN!!!

betul.betul.betul.

my friend's facebook status hari ni:
"sumtimes the one who is right in front of u is the one u've been waiting for all ur life."
i think she is right.

applying that to my situation. izwan had been my clasmate since mid of 2004..he was my best friend. totally free from feeling.., until mid of 2008, when we started the relationship, only then i realised that --> he, who has been right in front of me the whole time is the one that i have been waiting for all my life.hhmm..

p/s: wan, since u r reading this entry, sory ye win jiwang harini..hihihi :-)

magika.

dah tgk magika malam tadi. suke! hari ni mood gmbira gile..rasa nak nyanyi2.hehe

hitam.

kenapalah wan kene cross path dgn si lawyer terkutuk tu lagi? (lawyer dah ke dia? ke blom long call tp pegi appear b4 court??)

tapi takpelah..dia yang kene appear before u..so, dia takkan bley take advantage against u, kan?

i hope one day that she will need (so desperately) anything from me, that she will hv to beg..that time, i will simply say, no.

p/s: kaler rambut berkarat sedangkan kulit muka terbakar, omg buruk!

the unforeseen events!

ada dua org perempuan, A dan B. makan tghari semeja. si A yg tgh mengandung (cuba utk mulakan conversation) tanya la si B "u ada anak?"..malangnya, B jawab "i'm not married" hahahhh..keadaan tiba2 jadi awkward, riak wajah A cuba utk cari topik lain, utk cover..tp tak berjaya, muka kelat je, smbung makan..mereka berdua tak bercakap da lepas dr tu.

esoknya, si A cuba utk mulakan conversation again, kali ni dgn C.. "u pregnant ke, brapa bulan?"..C ketawa (muka nampak kecewa, keliru dan sedih)..C jwb, "no lah, i gained weight".. muka A berubah, n A said "ya laa..same like me, gaining and never losing any" sambil tunjuk perut dia. padahal da terang2 A mengandung kot? apa punya cara la nk cover mcm tu? hahaha..offensive and sad. patutnya A tak pyh la mulakan conversation dgn org baru n tak knal. ataupun, jgn la mulakan conversation dgn soalan yg tak sure ada jawapan..! mungkin A patut komen cuaca? or simply tanya u duduk mana?!!