kucing dan bayi.

mak ckp "nnti kau da kawen kau takpayah la bela abu (kucing) tu lagi, org2 tua ckp nnti susa dpt anak"

dpd statement di atas, maksud mak mungkin:

1. kalau bela kucing, susah dpt anak (ikut mitos org2 tua)

atau

2. mak expect kami beranak cepat2 lepas kawen nnti??

hehehe..yg mana satu la ni?
p/s tapi wan ckp mak dia bela kucing relax je ada 6 org anak? heehehehe

25!!

i always know that 25 is a significant number to me..

here is the good part: i am getting married during my 25 years of age!

the better part is: since wan and i are of the same age, wan's marrying age is also 25!!

and the best part is: my wedding day is going to be on one of the "25th" in 2011!!!

tinggal lagi..

4 bulan 4 minggu..
cptla selesai perkara2 besar ni..
*panicking*

bothered.

lesson learned. but, why do i still need to care? susah jadi org baek ni ;-P

today's mode: ignorant.

a hurtful fact.

why is it that the one person i intend to treat as the least important person in my life suddenly becomes the highlight of the day?
then indirectly because of such highlight, i came to speak about the don'ts to my darling that caused him to lose his cool.
i regret that this has to happen. i wish that i will never ever has to cross paths with that one person and all of his/her friends that annoy me, because i can't deny that one person has the ability to hurt me, my darling and our relationship.

today isn't a good day, wishfully tomorrow will be.

bengang lagi ni

apsal la lately senang sgt ticked off?????
adalah hantu ni..cara dia ckp macam la dia tu berpengalaman sangat..
kau fikir kau sapa?
jgn la buat statement seolah2 kau tu tak pnah buat salah..
kau buat aku panass!

tick..tick..tick..

kurang dr 2 bulan

tak sempat..tak sempat..byk nye lg benda kena buat..!!

post pangkor.

- terdapat satu dot di muka yg mencacatkan akibat terkena kelongsong peluru yg panas tu. da la tak menang apape2 parut dapat.

- tidak mengalami sunburn yg obvious wlaupun berjemur kt laut spanjang dua hari yg panas.

- tangan sengal tak ley angkat..padan muka sapa suruh berkayak sungguh2! haha

- ulser yg saket dlm mulut sebab tak cukup air/dehydrate sbb berendam air masin lama na.

- seronok!!!! puas bergambar..whohooo! (hilang stress akibat minggu lepas tu.)

- rindu wan. wan jom jumpa hari ni!

tak marah lagi dah,

bila marah, cari wan. cerita kat wan, dr mula smpai abes. tak tinggal sikit pon detail, semua disclosed. semua cerita kat wan termasuklah cerita2 yg tak sepatutnya wan dgr, dia ttp menadah telinga dengar jugak luahan hati ni, tak penah jemu n fed up. after abes diluahkan, cerita dan air mata, tenang terus hati ni. tak tinggal sikitpun rasa marah td.

bila marahkan org laen, tp tak ada cara utk marah balik org tu, wan dgn ikhlas offer diri, marah la wan, kata dia. sebagai ganti org tu, supaya nnti hati ni tak marah lg n boleh terus tenang. mcm mana tak sayu bila dgr offer si ikhlas ni,?? mana nk jumpa org yg offer diri utk kene marah atas kesalahan org laen semata-mata utk kurangkan kemarahan hati org kesayangan dia?

pangkor!

esok, nk gi pangkor.
1 bulan 4 minggu dr skrg, nk bertunang.

pegi pangkor = sunburn = hitam = perlu 2 bulan utk recover ke asal

dah la memang kulit tak brapa nk puteh..alahai..cmne ni??

kisah lelaki yg tak tahu diuntung!

there was this guy i met 9 years ago. i was so into him back then but he left without a trace. i tried searching for him but to no avail so i decided to just wait n let him find me. life goes on.
later in 2010, (a few months back), he found me! via facebook. there was a weird feeling that i felt when i was about to approve him as a friend on facebook. and that feeling wasn't a good one.
i can see that he has a wife and two kids now. from his facebook profile i can tell that he is happy with his life. i'm happy for him. truly.

today, he mentioned about the past..for some reason, he ticked me off. oh yess, the reason being "i was 'technically' dumped!!!" damn. n he claimed that he didn't even have the intention to do that. ohh..yeah right!

i asked wan a question today "will u ever going to leave me?"
his answer was "no, i promise" that's all i needed to hear.
i believe him. this is the kind of guy i want to end up with. not like the former one.:-)

2nd visit.

i was on emergency leave today for some reason. later in the evening, i was free and i drove all the way to seremban court to visit u know who!

he was pleased to know that i am coming over, bringing food along for lunch. i brought enough home cooked food (of course cooked by me) for both of us in one tupperware. i was thinking that i would at least eat 1/3 of the food while he'll finish of the rest.

but, he ended up eating everything and not a single rice was left for me.! lapo bona ye wan? hehhe..

i wish his office is near mine. i can't keep going to seremban all the time..jauh!! (though it was worth it.. since i can't get enough of him.)

"tudung" issues

i am in the midst of surveying "w" package all over lembah klang over the past two months now. most boutiques offer "w" dresses complete with "tudung" (and of course accessories). but my eyes told me that most "w" dresses are better wore without "tudung". i also think that most brides look better when "tudung"-less!! this makes me very sad as i have (recently) made a pledge to Allah s.w.t. to always wear tudung.

setan ni kacauuuu laa..! ya Allah ya tuhanku, kukuhkanlah imanku..amin!!

i don't know what to name this entry.

it is so hard to handle so many things at once during the "preparation" time. when i think that i've found the best deal, when i was about to make the decision..pufff!!! there is another better option coming my way..this is good..but i'm all stressed out..i just want to choose and decide and move on to another thing..bear in mind i still have zillion other things to think about and decide!!!!!!! arrgghhhh..i need help, my beloved "husband-to-be-plus-shrink-cos-he's-the-only-one-i-can-pour-my-tears-and-sadness-to" is in seremban that when i need him, he can't be available all the time.
i need to toughen myself up.

boleh! alhamdulillah..

terbaca satu entri di facebook seseorang (kawan kepada kawan), tajuknya:

"sibuk tanya kita (perempuan) handal memasak ke tidak, mereka (lelaki) boleh jadi IMAM tak?"

tersenyum apabila mengaplikasikan isu tersebut ke diri sendiri. bakal suami saya, boleh jadi imam..yesssss!!! (alhamdulillah, syukur..syukur)