ada hantu ke masa bulan puasa?

hari jumaat lepas, aku terserempak dengan "orang" yang berdiri tegak tanpa sebab kat ruang lif..aku keluar daripada lif dengan nadiah then there "she/it" was standing still at the corner..terkejut aku..bodoh betul! tak ada choice pulak tu, nak tak nak kena jugak lalu betul2 tepi dia. lalu je lah..naseb baik ada nadiah..kalau tak pengsan dah aku..

pakai tudung merah, baju hijau kelabu, bunga2 kecik..berdiri tak bergerak langsung, senyum pandang kami berdua. keluar aje daripada ruang lif, terus aku tanya nadiah, whether dia nampak tak perempuan tu..she said dia nampak n dia tak fikir apa2 yg scary pon..jadi kurang la gegaran di kepala lutut aku ni.fuhh..

tapi, aku still fikir, what/who the hell was that?? if she is a person, why the hell did she stood still and smile cmtu????? haih..mindef bangunan lama..buat sume orang takot.orang pun dianggap hantu..hehe

tak kesah berapa kali aku cuba anggap dia tu orang, still aku rasa dia bukan orang..(harap2 dia orang)

"kitorang" vs "kami"

dalam meeting formal, bila kita bercakap, elaklah daripada guna "kitorang" sebaliknya, gunalah "kami"..kan proper sikit? "kita" pun lebih baik daripada "kitorang"..

tapi susah sebenarnya nak biasakan lidah kita yang da selalu guna bahasa pasar ni. termasuklah aku sampai sekarang selalu saje terkeluar "kitorang"..

marilah kita sama2 cuba untuk elak daripada menggunakannya dalam meeting formal ye..

transfer!

1. wan nye transfer order da keluar!

2. my boyfriend is a magis*****!! alhamdulillah.

3. transfer ke selatan.alhamdulillah.

4. tak berapa jauh.alhamdulillah.

5. jumpa seminggu sekali? oke kan? alhamdulillah.

(^_^)

in memories of kak shidah.

(dari kiri: kak su, kak has, kak shidah, kak dila, mazuin, nadiah,

kak ana, kak eiffa)

Kak Rashidah Hj Lassim

(5 Julai 1959 - 22 Ogos 2010)

semoga roh beliau dicucuri rahmat.alfatihah.

at least jumpa jugak!

sekarang hari-hari jumpa.
tak lama lagi, dalam seminggu, sehari je jumpa.
ada orang tu berminggu, berbulan n kadang2 bertahun tak jumpa..oke je?
apsal la aku ni??

at least dia takde la akan tercampak jauh. dekat je tu. bersyukur2.
telefon free, internet free..byk cara..bersyukur2.

kahwin!

3 perkara:

1. ada segelintir kawan-kawan skola raja abdullah kahwin, sorg pun tak penah ajak aku dtg. padahal, hampir semua dorg tu tau je mana rumah aku and boleh je contact if nak. tp tak pun! now semua sebuk nk mintak diri diajak dtg ke wedding aku. nak ajak ke tak?

ajak! of course ajak!! after all, MAYBE, dorg ada sebab kenapa ter miss aku? hmm

2. one of my best friends in uitm law is getting married disember. i am sooooo there!!!!

congrats in advance Ath* dan pasangan Az*

3. when is my day?? soon! :-)

step by step..first step, september perhaps?

a wife's first day of fasting..

my cute-little-cuddly colleague is now happily married. Last wednesday was her first day of fasting after her status upgrade (single --> married). that evening she hoped that it would be a perfect fasting day ever. little did she know that it didn't go well.

she had a continuous fight with her husband in deciding where/what to eat during buka puasa. it was almost time! desperately her husband parked their car so far away from the food bazaar. she protested to that too! and decided to let her husband went to buy food on his own.

when her husband came back, she was becoming more and more devastated to see that her husband only bought one (not very big) food..roti john..sahaja! (and her expression while telling the story potrayed how she was so frustrated because she was famished!!!)

so her husband made her eat at least to ease her suffering (from a terrible starvation..hehe)..after she ate some and performed maghrib prayer, both of them came to their senses and laugh to their own sillyness.

She said, it was a ruined first fasting day as a wife for her. But for me, it was perfect. Now she has a perfect story to tell to her children as it turned out to be so memorable!

doktor oh doktor..!!!

semalam saya pergi hospital. hospital angkatan tentera tuanku mizan. saya kena jumpa doktor. maka saya pun pergi. servis hospital tu bagus. sekejap je kena tunggu.

masa saya masuk je bilik 1 nak jumpa doktor, tiba2 saya perasan yang doktor tu adalah doktor yang sama! doktor yang sama yang bertugas sewaktu medical check up (untuk paksa kami join askar wataniah).
doktor itu yang telah "mendengar" bebelan saya sewaktu saya cuba untuk melepaskan diri daripada terpaksa masuk askar wataniah!!

maka saya pun berharap dia tidak ingat saya. tapi tiba2 dia nampak saya dan cakap "hey, i know u!..yess..yess..i know u!! u were that legal officer"
maka saya berkata "yess,.,.correct..i know u too..u were that doctor!!"
tapi hati saya berkata "DAMN..dia ingat pulak!!!" hahaha..

kisah kasut.

Ini kasut kesukaan saya.

Ia telah mula koyak, rosak dan buruk.

Walaubagaimanapun, ia masih boleh dipakai.

Semalam saya dan wan pergi ke Jusco Kepong. Wan kasihan dengan rupa kasut saya tersebut, maka dia telah menggantikan dengan yang baru.

Hehehe..wan macam tau-tau aje.Yey!
Terima kasih wan kerana membelikan saya kasut baru!

wedding blogs

i can't deny that bloggers do give some information that i really need through their blogs..so
the other day i was surfing the internet searching for wedding blogs..but i only found 4 or 5 blogs that actually made sense to me.. hmm..it is not enough..i need to know more..!

i know that there are a lot of people so desperate to find out about weddings (especially in term of budgetting..financial planning) so i, myself, want to have a wedding blog soon..when the time comes..when i am in the midst of surveying for prices of things..i want to help..:-)

but right now i need help. :-(

credit card debts ~ an attempt to reduce

i thought i could control myself. it turned out that i couldn't.
i should stop using because it is too addictive..worse than drugs and cigarettes (i think)
but, can one resist such temptation?

hari kami pergi memancing.

Pada suatu hari, kami bercadang untuk pergi memancing. Setelah sampai ke sebuah tasik, kami mencari tempat yang banyak ikan dan sesuai untuk dijadikan port.

Dalam masa 15 minit kami memancing, kami dapat seekor ikan sepat yang kecil.
Sejam setengah kemudian kami dapat ikan yang kedua, diikuti ikan ketiga dan ikan keempat selang beberapa minit kemudian. Semuanya ikan sepat yang kecil dan comel.

Agak ngeri apabila melihat wan cuba untuk melepaskan ikan tersebut daripada mata kail yang telah mencangkuk pipi ikan tersebut sampai tembus. :-((

Ada juga penonton yang kelihatan berminat dengan ikan-ikan kami. (^_^)

Kami berada di tasik sehingga menjelang senja.

Ikan-ikan dibawa pulang ke rumah saya dan dilepaskan masuk ke dalam kolam.

Tamat.

The Painful History is Ours..!

When i read a comment from a friend, she said that wan n i should have been together from the very beginning, i think she was not quite right (though she was entitle to her own opinion). History may be painful for us (me and her and even him!), but without it, there will be no colour in life. That colour may be too dull or strikingly annoying/irritating, but I appreciate it, she should too. After all, history makes us who we are today and her (our) history makes her find the right path towards the life she has now.

p/s: how to start a relationship earlier (perhaps 2005) when the feelings only arrived a lot later (middle 2008)??

topik menangis!

ada satu topik yang berapa kali sebut pun, dengan mudah air mata ni mesti akan mengalir. Kalau tak dikawal, tersedu-sedu lah jadinya.
topik itu bermula dengan soalan:

"apa akan jadi dengan win kalau wan pergi dulu?" (<<<-- "pergi" membawa maksud "mati")

secara berseloroh dia sentiasa suruh hidup ni diteruskan seperti biasa, cadangannya supaya kahwin aje dengan orang lain dan berbahagialah.
tapi, cadangannya sentiasa ditolak, dengan alasan, mana mungkin dia diganti dengan orang lain?? gila??

topik ini hanya berlalu begitu sahaja tanpa jawapan memandangkan air mata tidak lagi bergenang tetapi telah tumpah sehabis-habisnya.!

remembering birth dates!

i went to my darling's office just now to hv lunch together. among other topics that we talked about, i mentioned that today is my ex boyfriend's birthday. he then asked, why is it that u still remember his birthdate?. i simply answered, once before, that date was the important date that i had to remember. so now the date kinda stuck in my head although i tried hard to not remember it. then i asked, don't u still remember ur ex girlfriend's birthdate? he said, i don't anymore.

maybe he is in denial, or maybe he really has forgotten that date. i don't know.but why is it that i still remember it?