"tak nak masuk dulu ke"

seronok nye dengan perubahan baru ni. especially bila semalam wan singgah rumah. terserempak dengan ayah,

ayah tanya dia "tak nak masuk dulu ke?" sebelum ni tak pernah dia tanya soalan tu pada wan

(sebab ayah tu seorang yang agak conventional, tertib dan beradab)

wan pun tersenyum je n jawab "takpelah, dah nak balik ni".

i LIKE!!!!

first date.

first date since our engagement day was today..(i begged him to come to KL as i needed to talk to him about something very important and very very very sad).

there he was, arriving in front of my house in a good mood. wan was soooo happy until i spoiled it by spilling a whole dam of tears on his shoulder...complaining about something.

complaining.complaining.complaining while i cried my lungs out (both of them)..then his mood changed, he wasn't happy anymore, maybe he was angry or frustrated, i don't know. but then, he quickly did something to remedy whatever it was that i was complaining about.

he went to one shop (in an effort to fix it) while i wondered around as i couldn't bear to hear whether the thing could be fixed or couldn't = permanently damaged!!

i stopped by auntie anne's and get a parmesan cheese pretzel (while waiting for him with a humongous reddish eyebag and a huge red nose, bigger than rudolph's, the reindeer)..later he came towards me with an honest smile and hand me the thing.

it's fixed.! not as good as new but it's perfect..!!it's perfect.!!!!! he remedied the thing., for me.alhamdulillah. i smiled. both of us were truly happy and relieved.

went for dinner @ Kenny Rogers and then went home.

a few drops of tears fell again on his shoulder on our way home, this time it felt great. i'm thankful that i have him by my side all the time. especially when i need him the most, he's already there.

introducing,..

my fiance.

p/s now my name has two meanings..
"awin" "has" "him"
(s0ri ayah, i separated ur name..hihihi)

i'm not single *wink*

talked to wan las nite..i said, darling, lagi 4 hari je..n he said, enjoy la las few days being single..

well, the question is, am i still considered "single" after i am engaged?..where we fill in any forms, if we are asked about our status, the column will provide "single" or "married"..never once i've seen "engaged"..hehe..that means, yes, i am still single although i am (will be) engaged..!

the truth is, that never bothers me for the last 2 years 7 months because i do not consider myself as a "single" anymore.. (except in filled forms of course :-))

p/s happy monthsary yang ke 31 wahai mohamad izwan.

hanya sebab penat.

mlm semalam seperti biasa dalam kol 9 mlm, bagi la si abu makan. then dari sangkar abu nak ke pintu masuk rumah,.terjeling la kereta sendiri. berderau darah bila nampak ada orang duduk kat seat belakang. cepat2 pandang depan, trus jalan je nak masuk rumah (da la gelap ni!!). tapi sebelum masuk rumah, tak tahu kenapa berani sgt, pandang la lagi sekali..eh takde pun. tipu je kot.

pagi tadi, gate da terbukak sebab lin dah keluarkan kereta, pegi kerja. so, lepas keluarkan kereta sendiri, kena la tutup gate.tarik gate sebelah kiri, oke je. tarik gate sebelah kanan, oke, mula2, then tiba2 mcm terlanggar sesuatu, bergegar gate tu, berderau darah lagi sekali. gate kat rumah tu tak penah stuck pun. hisshh..! oke, whatever,.tarik balik gate tu, nak kena tutup cepat ni, da lambat nak pegi kerja. hmm, as expected, takde pun terlanggar apa2?

apa la tu? perasaan, perhaps? diri sendiri penat lately. kononnya ter-experience something paranormal..tapi sebenarnya, hanya sebab penat, itu je.

oh sh*t..aku lupa!!!

adalah satu wedding invitation, wedding nya dibuat pada jumaat malam sabtu (malam semalam). kad dihantar sampai rumah. invitation kat facebook pun dpt n da rsvp sebagai "Attending"..

tapi aku lupa wedding tu semalam. gila kan? padahal tak ada hal-hal yg menghalang kedatangan pun.oh tuhan, mcm mana boleh lupa. terasa sgt menyesal n sgt jht. tak patut betul..

bila tiba majlis sendiri nanti, kalau jemput pengantin mlm td, harap2 dia masih sudi nak dtg.sedihnya.!

i was too mean.

due to the preparation of my big events, i am experiencing shortage of time, finance, attention to both Abus.

there are a few times that i expressly said mean and stupid things like these:

"i think i'm giving them away la..i can't take care of them, penat! mahal!"
"with all the wedding preparation, i think i can't manage to take care of abus la.."
"i'm thinking of sending them to SPCA, do u think i need to pay for that?"
"maybe i should start asking around to find people whose interested in taking care the kucings"

and few more EVIL and MALA FIDE sentences.

i think it finally became doa and termakbul pulak when Allah tarik Abu away from me.
i regret all those words that i've said especially when i meant what i said.
i guess it's too late.

Abu.

This is Abu.

He was 4 years and a few months old when he was given to me by his owner.

His real name was Boboy (given name by the previous owner) but when we arrived home that day, i don't think he responded to that name, so we changed it few days later.

I received him together with Bobby (also a name given by the previous owner). They were of same age, brothers, so i was told. They looked alike. But one of Bobby's ear was stiched closed due to infection, some time ago. That was the only difference that i saw at first. But after a few weeks i can see other differences as well, even when i can't see the ear, i can tell which one is which.

My sister said that the proper names for them should be "Abu" and "Ramli".. "Ramli the cat"?? sounds too weird.kan?

But one fine day, i called Abu out loud to them while they were at the back of my house, Bobby looked at me, responding to the name while Boboy quickly ran towards me, also responding to that name.

And so, i called both of them "ABU"

It's kinda hard, to have two cats with the same name, but it went well anyway.

The first week, Abu (bad ear) was so wild and angry, maybe he didn't recognise my smell just yet. He scratched me until i bleed. He didn't want Abu to get near him, he bit him and scratched him so bad until Abu had to stay far away from him. He hated Abu because Abu had already accepted me that i think Abu has my scent all over him that irritated Abu (bad ear). The previous owner gave us one cage, since both of them cannot stay near each other, Abu had to stay outside the cage. I felt sorry for him so i sneaked Abu into the house and Abu had to sleep in my bathroom for one night (the reason being my father clearly warned me not to let them inside the house). After a week, Abu (bad ear) let Abu came near him and i caged them together.

i bought two more cages and i installed all together so it became mansion for both Abus.

i had to caged them because they were so pretty that i'm scared people will steal them from me. Besides that my house is too near to a main road, i'm scared that they'll wonder around and get hit by a car or something.

My nephew knows both of them well, his first spoken word was "Abu"..he says it in a cute way that one can't never forget.

Both Abus were so clingy to me and my sister cah. They were originally scared of my nephew for some reasons that only they know.

I took care of them..until..

Bye Abu.

Abu passed away today. I'm
















devastated.

(please dear Allah, let me keep the other Abu for as long as you can let me. Please ya Allah. i'm begging u.amin.)

isu yang tak akan selesai

AKU BENCI BETUL ORANG YANG MEMBEZA-BEZAKAN ANTARA PEREMPUAN DENGAN LELAKI DALAM SOAL MUTU KERJA NI LAHH!! AKU PON ADA DEGREE JUGAK MACAM KAU! SILAP-SILAP AKU LAGI BAGUS DARIPADA KAU PON..!!!!

kesimpulannya, dah penat rasanya mencuba untuk stand out. walaupun da berjaya menonjolkan diri, masih tetap diketepikan. maka dengan ini, aku akan berhenti daripada terus mencuba. bagus jugak, kurang beban kerja. balik 4.30, kau fikir la masalah berat2 tu sendiri, kau kan hebat sebab kau lelaki..see if i care.aku nak balik.terima kasih la ye!

lalang

tengah cari peribahasa fasal lalang, kadang-kadangkan kita dengar orang ckp "biasalah mcm lalang, org ke kiri, dia ke kiri, org ke kanan dia ke kanan..tak boleh decide punye org..asik terikut perangai org lain walaupun dia sendiri kutuk perangai orang yang diikut tu"

tapi tak jumpa..yang dijumpa, boleh la jugak nak guna dlm situasi ni:

Seperti buah padi, makin berisi makin rendah; jangan seperti lalang, makin lama makin tinggi.

Takrif:
Orang yang berilmu selalu merendahkan diri, sedangkan orang yang bodoh apabila beroleh sedikit kelebihan bertambah sombonglah ia (dan suka ambil kesempatan?).
(Bandingkan dengan: Bawa resmi padi, makin berisi makin tunduk).

SumberKamus Istimewa Peribahasa Melayu
(http://prpm.dbp.gov.my/Search.aspx?k=lalang&d=11)

p/s tulisan yang hitam, dtg dari saya, tulisan yang purple adalah rujukan dr url di atas.

Narnia: the voyage of the dawn trader~

Wan and i watched narnia yesterday, in 3D.. it's 3D is superb at first, especially when the title is showing at the beginning of the movie..but later on, i sort of forgot that the movie was in fact in 3D, i'm not sure why.

The plot is mainly on the ocean so there's not much scenery to expect seeing. Not so many mythical creatures as well, just the minotaur, faun, mouse, dragon, sea people and the sea serpent (or was it kraken?) and yes yes..the one-legged dwarf dufflepud..poor centaur was not even mention..

to some people, narnia is a bit childish that one could think "why the h*** am i watching this kind of fantasy movie" i couldn't agree more..but the catch is this, narnia:prince caspian (2008) was the movie that wan and i watched during our first date (ever!), 15th May 2008, the day we became what we are today, so now and in the future, we can't possibly miss any narnia (if there's going to be anymore in the future, i think there will be as there are 7 novels to chronicles of narnia..).

it's an 'ok' movie, i give it 2 and a half star.,that's it.

p/s prince caspian was sooooo handsome and charming in this narnia.miow! hehe

my best friend's wedding.

selamat pengantin baru athirah and azad..!

seribu

cool kan? :-)

1st December means..

- sale di mana2
- kontrak byk nak semak hujung thn sbb dorg nak tutup akaun
- SKT kena hantar untuk penilaian
- monthly report nak kena buat
- asb akan tutup nak kira dividen
- birthday wan exactly 1 month away, kena fikir nak bli hadiah apa

dan?

- 18 days left for our special day and there are so many things that need to b done..!