hero mesti sentiasa handsome.

i just watched IRON MAN 2 today with my darling in Brem Mall Kepong. the cinema was so packed. Full House!! (full house kt brem mall nye wayang?? ajaib!) we parked at 10th floor oke??

anyway.one fact about me is that i love watching movies so much...like seriously.. but iron man?? so lame..! less action..lenghty script..n the actors..none of them has the look!..so awful!!!! mybe i'm not being fair or what ever but please..there are reasons why handsome actors have more fans than ill-looking actors..and why movies with handsome actors are better sold..kan??OBVIOUSLY!!!! like pirates of carribean, johnny depp..excellent!! plus the movie itself is awesome (the effect, storyline..bla bla bla) n even a stink movie like 30 days of nights..they can sell since they cast JOSH HARTNETT..nyum nyum..hehe..get it??

n some more the heroin in that movie is OKE,, but a little yesterday, don't u think?

there are movies where they used not-so-good-looking actor/actress, but since it matches the character in the movie, then it's fine..but action movies with heroes in it??

maybe my comment is unfair n immature, but truthfully (at least for me) for action/heroistic film, please use a better looking actor!!

please someone get it right!!!

recently in SOME websites, a person has given bad comment in regards of a ministry who has allegedly given out contract/tender of "female shoes for civil servants" to a specific contractor..
the said person quoted that the ministry awarded rm27.5mil to the said contractor..few days later, he was corrected and a new figure was produced. the new figure being rm2.75mil..

sad to say that both figures are wrong!!! it should be rm275k..please someone correct it! please.. is there anyone relevant in the ministry that still care? i hope there is.

kuantan trip!

it was not a leisure trip instead it was all official..meeting kt luar mmg bess..i had fun..especially since i didn't go alone..;-P

arrived at seri malaysia kuantan around 9.20pm..rented two hotel rooms..i had a big dinner at jalan teluk sisek, there was ikan bakar with other dishes with only RM50.30 spent..ikan siakap bakar..besa nk mampus ikan tu, makan dua org je..seekor only RM30..then we went back to get some sleep bloated!



woke up as early as 5am in the morning (truth is, i didnt sleep well, i got scared sleeping alone in a hotel room even though i never switched any light off..)..then around 8am, we went for breakfast, and he helped me to come up with a few new arguments to be used in the meeting..

the meeting went well, all army personnels cooperate excellently..all documents which i asked for earlier were prepared for and be made available and ready to be observed, all relevant persons were called and my mission to establish the link was perfectly established!.. thanks people!!! nahh..see?? they can be so efficient with the help of a little inflicted force (from me! ~or officially from legal adviser of the kementerian)..meeting ended around 12.15..

went to kuantan parade..found a few kedai emas..usha cincin!! murah gile..oh tapi rupa-rupanya emas 750..ingatkan 916..then we had lunch..approximately at 2.45, we parked near the riverbank/laut..(i'm not sure what it was)..nice place..windy..


went to tanjung lumpur..beli keropok lekor..melecur lidah mkn panas2..went straight home after that..and arriving home after maghrib..exhausted but satisfied..

to obey or..?

earlier this week i had a meeting with a few army personnels about a pending case. (btw, i chaired the meeting whohooo!)..so this story is not going to be about that meeting per se but it is about one person in the meeting (whom i labelled "the army man"). he is obviously an army personnel. his personality was so improfessional since throughout the meeting he was not once took the subject matter seriously.and i think he did not take me seriously too. that was quite upsetting n annoying.

few hours after the meeting ended, i received a message on Facebook, it was from him. Gosh,,he found me on Facebook.he added me as a friend. till now i have not yet responded to his request.

i was not even considering his request, but somehow i let it hanging. my beloved husband-to-be found out about this. so he asked me to delete that army man right away since for him, the army man is a menace and a pest of some sort.
i responded by saying that i can't reject the army man just yet, since we are still going to be in another meeting soon. plus, to delete a person there would be too harsh, don't u think?

i wonder why is he making all this such a big fuss? wan sayang, jeles eh?? alaaalalala comelnyerrr!!

so?? to obey or not to obey?

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Di Kala Emosi Tidak Tenteram..

ya Allah ya Tuhanku. Ampunilah segala dosa-dosaku, dosa kedua ibu bapa ku, dosa adik-beradik ku, dosa sahabat-sahabatku dan dosa seluruh umat muslimin dan muslimat.

ya Allah ya Tuhanku. aku memohon daripadamu. kau kurniakanlah aku ketenangan dalam kehidupan seharianku.

ya Allah ya Tuhanku. aku memohon daripadamu. kau kurniakanlah aku kesabaran dalam menghadapi ujian-ujian mu.

aku mohon ya Allah, lembutkan lah hati saudaraku untuk memaafkan aku atas apa jua kesalahanku dan kurniakanlah kepadaku sifat pemaaf atas apa jua kesalahannya sama ada yang sedar atau tidak.

ya Allah ya Tuhanku. kau jauhkanlah aku dari manusia yang suka melaga-lagakan saudara-saudaranya. kau ampunilah dosanya dan aku mohon ya Allah, kau kurniakanlah kesedaran kepadanya tentang perlakuannya yang menganiaya saudara-saudaranya yang lain.kau ampunilah dosanya ya Allah.

ya Allah ya Tuhanku. jauhkanlah aku daripada apa jua jenis fitnah. jauhkanlah ku daripada sifat amarah.
ampunilah dosaku ya Allah. amin ya rabbal alamin.

STRICT BUDGET

i'm on a strict budget starting from 25 Mac 2010.."dead-strict" strict budget. only for one reason. I promise to myself not to spend on something i want (but do not need). I have my aim and i'm glad that he has the same aim as mine. I apologise (in advance) to my dear family and friends for not being able to spend for your benefit and pleasure for the time being, at least until I achieve what i aimed for.

p/s i'm getting so involved with him lately and i have no regret. Alhamdulillah.

what i did today?

today, i'm home.

i finished reading "Silent Boy" by Torey Hayden. I loved it very much. I love memoirs. (by definition memoir means an account of the author's personal experiences)
I also love fictions. But sometimes they are just too good to be true.


The story was about a boy who is so troubled due to his childhood trauma. He claimed to have watched his step father abused his sister to death and how his mother did not do a thing to stop such abuse. This boy is becoming an adult soon and Torey was trying her best to ensure that the boy can survive on his own soon.

While i was reading this book, there was a tragedy involving a three year old girl, Syafia Humairah Sahari who was killed after being abused God knows how long by her mother's boyfriend (so says the society, but a man is innocent until proven guilty by the court) and the mother didn't do anything to stop that. No report, no action to prevent, no whatever, nope...
Syafia had a brother. The brother was interviewed by the media regarding the death of his sister..I wonder if he saw what his mother's boyfriend did to his sister. If he did, i sure hope that he will not end up like the boy in Torey's memoir.

BAD Saturday

aimed : watch Alice in Wonderland 3D

specifically : 13 Mar 2010

time : between 11am - 4pm

suggested place : GSC mid valley or tgv klcc or tgv pyramid

actions :

1. Reserved 2 tickets at each cinema (as mentioned above)
2. Go to mid valley, leave home approximately at 10.20am
3. Bought ticket. SMILING. movie at 1.45pm. SMILING

4. Get something to eat. SMILING.



5. Need to send something home. urgent. SIGHING.. but we had time, it was only 12pm.

6. Done. go straight back to mid valley. arrive at 1.40pm. SMILING. we'r on time.yeay!!

7. Reading notices. One of them did not sound so pleasant.

8. Proceed to Gold Class counter. Refunded. FRUSTRATED.

9. Been told that the projector was busted on friday. why the heck did u guys stil selling saturday's ticket?? STUPID!!! (they answered that they stopped selling ticket for saturday, but they didn't stop selling to those who reserved/bought by using EON/GSC credit card)
10. ANGRY. SAD. FRUSTRATED. ANNOYED. IRRITATED.
11. Went to KLCC, with HIGH HOPES to get ticket that we reserved @klcc.
12. Thank GOD!!

13. I've watched it and it was worth it.

:-)))))))))
14. In love with TIM BURTON.

bukan semua orang faham..kan?

di kala menunggu transfer order wan dimuktamadkan oleh superior dia, my facebook's status(es) have been reflecting how i feel about it..
here are my status(es):

Mohamad Izwan's faith is in the hand of his bosses..we r feeling so hopeless not knowing where he will be posted for the nex few years..ya Allah hai..takotnye.!! please la post dia kat lembah klang je..plis..plis..plis..plis..

and:

a very very good news from her puts a very very big smile on my face...:-)... now i'm really hoping to hear one from Mohamad Izwan ~huhuhu..takott (-__-)

and:

pnat la nk tunggu..mls da nk fikir..

and:
bila da confirm my status goes like this:

heheheheheheheheheheeehheheheheheee..i'm so happy (yet so frustrated!)

(frustrated tu sbb pd hari yang sama sasha kesayanganku telah dicalarkan oleh motor polis yang nk menyelit2 antara kereta di waktu jammed tp rupanye tak muat, sasha is my car)

jd, isu yang timbul adalah apabila aku asik ulang perkataan "takotnye" berkali2 sama ada dalam status or comment..
bila perkataan "takot" tu asik diulang2, adala pulak komen dr kwn2 aku yang tak fhm kenapa aku ni takot na if wan kene transfer jauh2..n bila da tau wan kene transfer ke mana, bila aku happy, dia komen lagi.."haa skrg awin tak takot lg sbb wan is around" cmtu lah..
hmm..jadi, persoalannya, kenapa aku takot? kenapa aku takot sgt??

well, sebenarnya, jawapan utk persoalan yg mcm tu sememangnya terlalu/teramat susah utk diluahkan atau ditulis atau di explain..the answer can only be felt by one who has been or is still in the same situation..or the one who is loved by and who is in love with somebody.hmm..kan dah kate, susah nk explain!
tp ade jugak komen2 yg seakan-akan/kelihatan seperti faham keadaan aku. in such a case, bagus lah. tp yg tak faham tu susah la sket.sbb bukan tanak explain. tp tak tau nk explain cmne. fhm x?

the end of february is today!

byk benda da jadi dalam beberapa bulan kebelakangan ni. cthnya, finally wan dah dpt kerja yg sesuai n tetap n transfer order dia pon nmpknya menyebelahi kami (n dia da dpt 1st gaji whohooo!).my nephew sudah hampir 6 bulan umurnye n dia dah pandai duduk (yeay!!!)..then my newly married colleague pon suda berbadan dua, n my nex door colleague sudah kelihatan akan mula bercinta(hahah)..everything seems fine and orderly.(rayyan zikry yang suke mandi!)

today i came across a friend's facebook.i saw her status.sungguh negatif la dia ni.apa2 saja keluar dr mulut dia (verbally) and apa2 saja yg dia tulis sungguh negatif n bile terkena btg idung sendiri, sungguh saket. one word that i wanted to express to her out loud is "CHILL!!!!" i wonder how is one person can acquire such a negative mind about everything?..kenapa mesti kena negatif all the time? pathetic pun ye.kasihan. tp mungkin dia happy bile dia asik fire org mcm tu kot? hmm..cmne tu?

bertunang atau tak jadi bertunang.

jangan salah fhm. i'm not talking about me. win n wan is still in a relationship n tunang/kawen is still long way to go.

anyway, a very close fren of mind, who i sometimes regard as my dearly brother is going to b engaged in the middle of february. but lately i was shocked to know that gf dia is seeing someone else. that caused me to feel DAMN frustrated. what is she thinking? how can a girl act so foolishly like that? plus that someone else is not better than my friend and not even of the same standard! gosh..

i hope that she'll come to her senses since their date to be officially engaged is getting near.!

so when i went to see wan, we vowed not to behave like that ever. insyaallah..tolong jauhkan kami daripada ujian seberat itu.!

bile company itu offer wan keje.

akhirnya wan di offer keje dkt company itu..but although he is a law graduate, THE COMPANY is offering him a post as a human resources executive. hmm..cmne tu? scholarship pnoh dia da bagi. tapi bile offer keje dia offer nye benda laen..n legal dept pon byk vacant lagi.susah la cmni.

fat pay..of course..tp dorg hanta pegi kerteh,tganu.mak aih jauh no..hmm kalo ikut aku, tak usah la..dah la jauh, buat something yg dia tak minat. kalo jauh tp legal work alrite gak.tp itu kalo aku la. but i let him decide.

p/s: at last! kurang sorg yg dok tanam anggur hari2 kt umah..thank you GOD for giving him the rezeki.:)

The day the lady ruled.

i went to a course somewhere in n9 in the month of november. i was housed in an apartment with a lady who has served more than half of her life to "discipline" (if u know what i mean).

in short, this lady was very rude and very loud. she was so crazy with her rank as she claim "u should call me Puan since i am of a higher rank compare to u"

she said she has served for about 29 years and that i was only a newbie (since i joined service less than 6 months ago)..she keeps on bragging about how high her status was and how i was sooooo small in her eyes and i should work harder to achieve what she has achieved in life. plus i am only a "civilian" in her eyes and that makes me a nobody to her.

well, it is true that i only joined service for about 6 months, but in 3 to 4 years, i will reach to her "VERY HIGH RANK" anyway. and yet she took 29 years..29 years to reach to that rank? omg..and for that she is bragging to me on how high she is now?? come on!! hmm. i shall reserve my comment.I am seriously wondering what was she thinking???

by the way..the course turned out to be educational, where i gained a lot of knowledge about them and their own legal system. it was in fact a nice experience.~

oh workload!

talking about work..hmm..one fact is that it will never stop coming.n neither can u stop them from coming..

once u think that u are almost done, some new fresh files "are being/will be" loaded onto your white "should-be-emptied-soon-but-seems-like-it-won't" rack..n u will give a very obvious and loud sigh..n the feeling of

"oiii byk nye keje!!! tolong!!!"

will come n visit u n stays with u n haunting u..haaaaaaaaa..i heard on the radio one day (fly fm la of course) the dj said, one way that u can reduce stress (especially on monday when u have monday blues) is to try to laugh hard enough (faking ur laugh is acceptable) n eventually, ur stress will go away or at least reduced..i tried that (not on monday but everyday) it worked..n still does.. everybody should try it..

for me, stressful day at work will always be cured by counting how many days left before u get ur pay..seriously.heeeee(ni je yg baru siap..yang masih dlm tindakan???? hadoi!)

first day at work wasn't so bad.

today is 1st July 2009. Today is my first day of working. i've been having awkward moments all day long especially after i stepped in BUU mindef tadi..heeee..but they (colleagues and ofismates) are oke. ;-)

p/s do i have to walk that far everyday from parking lot to ofis?? hadoi!